HE PROMISES

When you were asleep And I was out walking The voices started to speak And they wouldn't stop talking There were signs all around It really got my mind racing - Coming Up Roses, Keira Knightley 

Do you ever feel like you dont want to wake up in the morning? Much voice scream in your head, they say on you to keep sleeping and stuck in your bed because the real world is wild. Because you feel tired about all that sh#t. Because everything that you ever did is nothing. You feel like bring a heavy thing in your shoulder and cant move. You feel like cant face your way and just need to skip that time to the brighter one.

Do you ever feel like your eyes dont want to close in the night and they force you to see the darkness? You keep thinking about something that distrub your mind, you try your hardest to erase it but you cant. You are affraid and feel frighten about what will happen tomorrow. Suddenly you thing about your beautifull childhood and wanna back to that time.

You wanna tell other but sometimes they cant understand. You try to sream it out but your mouth keep closing. You try to silent every fucking voice in your head but it become louder. And then you dont know what have to do. You feel exhausted and wanna give up. Seem pitty.

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bonesAnd I will try to fix you - Fix You, Coldplay

Then you just forgot something. You are not alone and your life actually not too pity like what you thought. Yess you have GOD. He will listen whatever your grouch. He will help to stop all that fucking voice. He will understand and guide you. He says :

"Allah does not charge a soul except [with that within] its capacity. It will have [the consequence of] what [good] it has gained, and it will bear [the consequence of] what [evil] it has earned. "Our Lord, do not impose blame upon us if we have forgotten or erred. Our Lord, and lay not upon us a burden like that which You laid upon those before us. Our Lord, and burden us not with that which we have no ability to bear. And pardon us; and forgive us; and have mercy upon us. You are our protector, so give us victory over the disbelieving people." AL – BAQARAH : 286

How fool you are! you thought that you are the pittiest one but actually there are many people who get harder life than you. You thought that you are the most complicated one but actually there are many people who feel more complicated voice than you.

You just need refresh your mind and increase your gratitude. You need to be stronger. Its actually not a heavy way. It just a way that Allah made to take you in a higher place.  Just believe that God always with you and never let you lost. He promises :

"Surely there is ease after hardship. AL – INSYIRAH : 5"

And He keep promises :

"There is ease after hardship. AL – INSYIRAH : 6"

Nb : You refers to Me, its actually note to my self

Thankyou