THE LIMIT

Now here I am, sitting down at my porch and listening to Linkin Park’s song. Then suddenly a piece of my heart feel hurt. You know, just heard that Chester Bennington (Linkin Park’s main vocalist) decided to own his life. Its too sudden. They are even in world tour and after releasing the new music video 1 hour before. Chester Bennington and Linkin Park reminds me about my childhood. I started listening their song at 4 grade in elementary. I knew nothing, but they had a good music. Because of them I was interested to learn English.
I started taking course to learn more about English and hope could translating their  lyric . Then here I am, taking English major in University and have a dream to become an English Teacher. Simply, I grew up with Linkin Park’s song and they helped me to find my way.

And its sad knowing that Chester decided to do suicide. The article said he gave up on his life cause of drugs, alchohol and every problem he has. But whatever I still cant stand on people who think suicide is the way to solve their problem. No.

Chester might getting his limit to handle something on his life. Feeling tired on it and choose to give up. Not only Chester but I think everyone ever felt the same. And I think I felt it lately.

Like when you’ve been patient on someone for long time with their mood or attitude. You’ve ignored every frown they wear and every mad action they did. Like you’ve always been tried cheering them up with a laugh. But then you are trapped in situation where you also feel a bad mood and have to face their frown in the same time. You cant even handle your mood then choose to give up on them. Being silent and ignoring them is the limit. When they don’t even think about your mood why you should?

Then like when you  getting tired on something but that thing keep coming on you, make a battle in your head and make you dizzy. Let it go is the limit. Sometimes we just need to give up on a tiring thing and just think about a light or only focus on beautiful thing.

And after all yeaah many things have its limit, but you know what is an unlimited thing in this world? God’s Love

“and God wants to lighten for you (your difficulties) – as mankind was made weak” – An Nisaa 4:28

 So in every time we face our limit and feel want to give up, why don’t we call to Him?

And your Lord says, “Call upon me, I will respond to you” – Al Ghafir 40:60

*The ayah of Al-Qur'an got inspire from Subhi Taha's blog