It is 9 December again. And here I am (again) sitting down in new café that I wanna try, listening my top 2019 songs in Spotify, treating myself with a good food and reflecting my year. I think it is such a ritual, a yearly ritual. Hi 24 thank you for being such a great year, you are amazing!
When I wrote my 24 I didn’t expect nothing about this year
but it gave me things beyond my expectation. It was a roller coaster tho, I
screamed, cried and laughed.
In my half year I got busy with my job, I get a chance to
direct the biggest event in my school. It seemed so hard, but after all
actually I’ve learned many things and get new experiences. Even I should be
sleepless, overthinking and feeling much anxiety for this event but I nailed it
dude! It was success and get me touched J
Another amazing thing in this
year was Super Show! Yeah after adoring Super Junior for almost 10 years,
finally I got a chance to watch them live in full 3 hours, and their performance
was so lit!
And surprisingly I moved to the
new job in unexpected way to my dream school (if I can say). And again to be
honest I never expect about it before, because I don’t apply for this position
before, it was just happen. I thought I
would be in secure job, but It is not. Its the beginning step to fight every
challenge and to learn new thing.
It was just some amazing things I
got in my 24 among others cool things that happened. I still remember the way
to reach that thing. I often kept awake in the middle of night, felt scared
about the thing that would be happened, crying on my own, or having negativity
in my thought. It just a process to get my smile. Once more thank you 24! Allah
is the best listener and planner
And now, yeah I am 25. Halo 25, how
are you?
Dear 25,
You know what I feel to meet you now?
I am scared, people said that 25 is a crucial time, everything that they do in
this age will affect them in the next next years. It is a transition from the teenage
to be a mature person to make something. How can I not be more so scared when some
people in this world started their big step in this age
- J.K Rowling was 25 years old when she came up with the idea for Harry Potter during a delayed four-hour train ride in 1990.
- By the time she was 25, Jeniffer Lawrence had starred in the box-office hit "Hunger Games" trilogy and worked alongside a star-studded cast in the "X-Men" series which both are be the box office movies in the world
- At the age of 25, Obama ran the Developing Communities Project, a faith-based not-for-profit organization.
- At the age 25, Steve Jobs one of the three cofounders Apple be rich man because by the end of its first day of trading, in December 1980, Apple Computer had a market value of $1.2 billion.
- Mark Zuckerberg had been hard at work on Facebook for five years by the time he hit age 25. In that year 2009 the company turned cash positive for the first time and hit 300 million users.
- And in 25, Prophet Muhammad the greatest person in this world started to be a kind, smart and trusted seller. He spread kindness, smart movement and always be with Allah in that time.
- And here is me, a 25 woman who still confuse about what will do in this life to be a better woman.
Now do you understand why I scared
of you 25?
Do you know when I was younger I
imagined that I would be married, had a stable job and mentally rich in 25.
Haha but I am just me who likes to spend
most of my time to sleep by ignoring the world, make a big wall to person who
want to get closer with me, and have full of anxiety when facing some problems.
I might be a married woman If I have accepted a proposal from a man last year
(lol), but I choose this way to wait for a right man and make a better life.
Hey soul-mate whoever and wherever you are, please come up! I’ve waited you for
long time. Hey a better life lets meet! I miss you that much.
From 24 I’ve learned some things,
Dear 25 I won’t expect nothing to
you, I won’t think about great thing will happen. Because I know expectation
hurt me the most. Please help me to live my life in the fullest and always do
the best in every chance. Help me to decrease my anxiety and increase my
grateful.
Dear 25, people said that you are
mature enough. Please help me to let the bad thought go. Help me to not
comparing myself to other’s achievement and keep focus on my race. Because I
should know everyone has their own time, not late not earlier but very much on
time. Most importantly help me to always keep my faith and my sabr.
Dear 25, please always remind me
even you are tough, don’t let me give up, don’t let me be hopeless and keep me
on fire.
Dear 25, please be nice and be
bright.
Regards,
The early 25 age woman
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